"Alcohol is poison"
Then why you drink it?
"Because there are things inside me that I want to kill..."
Those were excerpts of conversation from a movie, although I couldn't figure out which movie (this script appeared on 9gag).
It makes me remember my old-self, almost a decade ago. Due to a painful break off, I suddenly ventured into smoking.
When people asked me why I started smoking, I gave a very short answer..."something inside my heart is missing...so I fill up the space with smoke".
Looking back, maybe I wanted the smoke to kill off the pain deep inside my heart.